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A Good Day

Many days later, I felt real. Many days later, I felt energetic. It started in the night when strangers became friends, and friends became an emotion. A warm emotion. I held onto this emotion so tightly in my heart that the emptiness just disappeared into an atmosphere of laughter, gossip, and honesty. Pure honesty which is childlike. Full of excitement, and devoid of dullness. With a calming excitement like this, I slept peacefully through the night.

I do not want this emotion to come daily. I do not want to feel so excited on a regular basis. Then, I will be able to cherish it's importance all my life. I want bad days to come. I want days which would shatter me completely. I want days which would weigh down my spirits infinitely. And then, I would want a good day like this to come. A day, which would bring in a little happiness, a little peace, a little exciment, and a little of everything that is beautiful. I don't want to be all happy. I want to be broken, yet beautiful. And once a while, I would want a GOOD DAY like this to come.

-@roy.ban
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